What a lazy path that would be. I wish for it more than anything else, but there's no way it's possible, is there? No modern medicine has found a way to do more than delay symptoms, and family member after family member die young, for the most part.

I felt it was a challenge. Would I turn to the god who hates me, who cast me aside with this useless body and allowed me to be born to a family of so much money that I could certainly get anything I wanted, anything except this— would I pray and ask for help like that, with something as fake sounding as a "wish come true?"

Or would I move forward despite that, even in these conditions, and prove everyone wrong? Thinking on it that way, I couldn't bear to wish for my health. Then again, perhaps it's simply because it's only been a week of this suffering.